friendship

Friendship.. The good old boat that wasn't meant to sink but sinks ever so often and sometimes even disappears like magic when the seas are rough.!

That said, its also not fare to expect too much from another human, we forget that others are as imperfect as we are and its totally not fare to expect anything that we wont deliver ourselves. We are all busy getting ahead with our own rate race and we all have our own problems to attend to, why should anyone go out of his or her way to help someone else unless that's his job and he thinks he is going to get a seat next to god in haven, thats still an selfish act and its no diffrent form doing it for a million dollors, for a million dollors i would even sit next to Michel Jackson. : )


All relationships are based on mutual need. When one does not get that anymore from someone the relationship ends. Even with husband and wifes the relationship continues as long as they keep getting what they want, a need for social acceptance to stay married is what drives most marriage in India, even in the west if the husband is an abusive alcoholic the woman sticks to him as long as she thinks she is getting what she wants, it may be security or safety but they endure the abuse and stick on.

We could own a house or a car but we can never own another human, if we try to posses or impose our will we are only left with conflict. So what needs to go must be let to fly, if it comes back its your luck or if it doesn't then need to know we never owned anything or anybody, so let it go.

I haven't posted here for a while. I have been back packing for almost 2 m0nths and i returned about 3 weeks ago. I wish to write some things but I hope i can put some pen on those thoughts soon enough.

Trip pics

These are some of the pics i took in my travel across South India. It has music in it so hope you have a good speaker too.. :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZZp9EnnMh8




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Some one once said that we are nothing but words, it took me quite a while to come to that stage of understanding, in the end you realize all our thoughts are mere words nothing more, like a computer is driven by a sub-stratum of numbers even though we only see images and alphabets in the screen same way we are driven by words even tough we see images and emotions, these words drive our emotions and our deeds. In the end even the "I" ego is nothing more than a word, your told that the "I" is something more than a word pointing to a self, but have you actually seen that self the "I" points to? If you did see deeper you will see only the letter "I" remains, the "I" never existed when you where born, it is a construct of society and conditioning of the mind. There is no entity the word "I" is pointing to, you cant see the entity or soul or sprit because there is nothing beyond it.

If i read a holy book and then i become part of that cult then those words run my life as though a programmer runs his computer with his pre-recorded programs, you become something else listening to words. So emphasizing on that i had written a small poem.

To whom does these words belong.
Not me, not to thee, nor not to anyone that be.

I am not the one that speaks, nor the one that seeks.
I am not of any beloveds own, nor of the earths sweet furn.

There is none like me, not now or ever to be.
Just words go on by, nay they are not of me.

Renewable Sources of Energy.

Some how the word "sustainable energy" sounds suspicious to me. There is this hype about Bio-Diesel these days and how it will solve a lot of ills! Even i was going to plant it in my farm(i didn't because of various other reasons like poor yield and government laws etc.,) but the recent news is that they are actually cutting down Rain Forests in Indonesia just to plant these Bio-fuel crops! so what's next? "Use regular Diesel and save the rain forest"!!

Farmers in India's rich Krishna Basin which is called the Rice bowl of India have stopped planting rice and switched to Bio-Diesel crops as an easier alternative, which made the Gov bring in a new law that you can't use more than 10% of your land for Energy crops. A new law already for something that was going to solve a problem?!!

Its seems our mind can only create new problems and never a solution. I doubt if we can actually have sustainable sources for a world population that consumes like pigs and is going to reach 8 billion soon!

The fact is the World has always been sustainable which includes sustaining human life, i don't know whats the squabble about sustaining? What are we sustaining? Our needs or our greed's? Frankly i don't mind settling for a decent little cottage some where far off without T.V, loads of useless gadgets and unnecessary "luxurious".

Giving and Charity:

There is nothing noble in giving charity, to begin with who are we to "give" anything, we dont own anything in the first place.. what nature has provided it has provided for everyone equally. Its no bodies business to stop someone from taking a fruit from a tree but in reality the tree these days belongs to either a owner or the state.

Its the religious thinking of man which stops us from taking what is ours, dividing lands and people that have no borders or distinctions, protecting the rich man with its moral laws while the poor man is left to beg or eek a living. Religion and God are like invisible protectors of mans crooked laws, religion has made charity a big business by dividing or taking away things that belong to everyone without a question, while filtering out the supply amongst its favorites. Its only the religious people who can make such a fuss out of charity, do we call feeding animals in the zoo as charity? who asked us to put them in the cage in the first place? Same way man has made his own cage out the insecurities of his mind and made charity a divine thing, when in reality the existance of it is a poor refelection of our species.


There is no reason for anyone to starve in this planet but yet millions die out of starvation while others feast endlessly and call it modern economics! Economics means to create imbalance the only roll of Banks are to block(dam) the flow of cash from going to everyone. If the cash went to everyone then no one needs to starve but its these same big western banks that talk of providing funds for aid are the ones that are actually blocking the flow of cash to the people who need it.

But who am i to talk about all this, its natures own cruel design that has created this. Mans thought is also part of natures creation and what he does is also nature and not artificial as we are made to think. So i have no problem with human nature either.

This is my first post. I had no intention of blogging but i followed a trail and ended up making an account.

Anyway since I am here, I hope to read more of what others have to say rather than to write what i feel. I am sure what i feel has already been written, felt, experienced or found by someone. But dont be disappointed, I have a large network of neurons that will soon start flooding out its own content and we can all biker about it soon.

Stay in touch beloved's. :)